When Hiding Became Impossible

When a white crispy snowy day peeked through my car window
and revealed a glimpse of hope
When I finally accepted what I known deep down a long time
There is no holding back anymore
My life is to be lived to the fullest in spite of all I came through
I deserve it, I need it, I want it
I am on my knees shouting:
dear God, give me my best shot to whatever comes next
I have so much to give
I am stepping out in faith
and I am not afraid
not anymore.