Decisions, choices, follow ups
Worries, fears, anxieties, crossroads
Trip to the island, marriage renewal vows, party, presents
It is all a blur for me, but I keep smiling
Many dear faces around me, happy but worried,
My priest is praying over me and he never stopped
I am going through the motions but I am not really there
Who’s party is this?
Agonizing thoughts, sleepless nights
Follow up, decision made
I am brave I say to myself

I’ll try my luck and roll the dice
Lucky! My number.